Deep Illumination > Bilder

Deep Illumination > Bilder


 
 

if I could only reach your thoughts
but you wouldn’t let me
feelings of freedom that defeated love
you just wouldn’t let me
 
Feeling so small so helpless so weak
I never did before
seemed like yesterday when we reached our peak
can’t get it anymore
 
Tired of fighting
Tired of giving
sick of pretending
but it’s never ending
 
useless struggles
senseless conflicts
can’t take it anymore
there’s nothing left to fight for
 
still we go on destroying ourselves
by useless ignoring
and still we go on to lie to ourselves
that’s so damn annoying
 
feelings develop that I can’t suppress
hate suffering this pain
feelings that just make of it a mess
I’m going insane
 
sick of fighting
sick of giving
sick of lying
sick of living
sick of my faults
sick of myself
sick of my thoughts
there’s nothing left to fight for.

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